Courtney ♥

My mother says I idolise all the wrong people

I think she is right.

Courtney love originally came from the band Hole, which consisted of 4 angry girls and 1 guy (I bet he felt good!) . Their songs really yelled out what they felt and were all lyrically written by Courtney. She isn't exactly conventionally beautiful, but in her own way she is... and all the surgery helped. She did drugs but is still alive with a daughter to tell the tale that they don't completly kill you but are nothing to be proud of.
Courtney is a feminist and was married to my male idol and inspiration when I write - Kurt Cobain.
After Kurt's death did she , in my opinion, really come out her shell. The public scrutinise her and judge her. Most people hate her and she was incredibly open minded, truthful and could easily cause scandals - which is probably why I love her and can relate to her so much.

I'm an angry girl, who was in love (or I thought I was even though he had a gf - bit silly when you write it down) but he died. I have also done stupid things and regretted it, I'm not beautiful at all and I don't give a shit about life.
I'm also a feminist, love Kurt Cobain, and most people hate me and I came 2nd in 'most likely to cause a front page scandal' in our year book. Tbh, I don't think people can either take a joke, have a laugh, or take the truth as they take life way to seriously and don't know the definition of the word FUN.
So me and Emma got drunk!
So some prank phonecalls were made!
So some rumours about me having a burn book were spreaded around!
So I have a lot of shit spreaded around about me!
I'm still here aren't I? Wont get rid of me that easily.

ANYWAY.

 This song that she wrote has pretty much summed up everything that I both feel, believe and relate too as both me and Love have been through the same childhood exprience and I've done her life (sans baby and hubby) a bit tooo young.

Letter to God.