Just about to go to Splendour, wooo!
Don't you just love it that when you finally pay for an iPod to replace your missing one on ebay your other one just magically turns up?
TYPICAL.
I'm not afraid to admitt that I've seen Twilight 3 times.
Once for me
Twice for Emma
Three times for Sophia.
It is true that Twilight wouldn't be as successful as it is if the cast wasn't so fucking sexy!
I'm sorry... but have you seen these sexy ass males!!!?????





this has possibly been the most enjoyable blog post... ever.
Ever feel like you've bitten off more than you can chew?
Ever try to see the difference between his new girl and you?
Ever thought of jumping just to see if you flew?
Nothing ever changes.
Nothing ever changes

Ever feel close to home when you're a million miles away?
Ever wonder what life would be like if you just stayed?
Ever just want to lie in bed day after day?
Nothing ever changes.
Nothing ever changes.

Now I'm scared.
Now I'm tierd.
My circits fallen short and needs rewired.
Now I'm blending
So ununique
When I jump I will fall on my feet.

Summer days off...
















KNEW IT

oh look the 2 girls I dislike even copy each other!
I kinda like the mash up though


Courtney ♥

My mother says I idolise all the wrong people
I think she is right.

Courtney love originally came from the band Hole, which consisted of 4 angry girls and 1 guy (I bet he felt good!) . Their songs really yelled out what they felt and were all lyrically written by Courtney. She isn't exactly conventionally beautiful, but in her own way she is... and all the surgery helped. She did drugs but is still alive with a daughter to tell the tale that they don't completly kill you but are nothing to be proud of.
Courtney is a feminist and was married to my male idol and inspiration when I write - Kurt Cobain.
After Kurt's death did she , in my opinion, really come out her shell. The public scrutinise her and judge her. Most people hate her and she was incredibly open minded, truthful and could easily cause scandals - which is probably why I love her and can relate to her so much.


I'm an angry girl, who was in love (or I thought I was even though he had a gf - bit silly when you write it down) but he died. I have also done stupid things and regretted it, I'm not beautiful at all and I don't give a shit about life.
I'm also a feminist, love Kurt Cobain, and most people hate me and I came 2nd in 'most likely to cause a front page scandal' in our year book. Tbh, I don't think people can either take a joke, have a laugh, or take the truth as they take life way to seriously and don't know the definition of the word FUN.
So me and Emma got drunk!
So some prank phonecalls were made!
So some rumours about me having a burn book were spreaded around!
So I have a lot of shit spreaded around about me!
I'm still here aren't I? Wont get rid of me that easily.

ANYWAY.

 This song that she wrote has pretty much summed up everything that I both feel, believe and relate too as both me and Love have been through the same childhood exprience and I've done her life (sans baby and hubby) a bit tooo young.

Letter to God.








Memory.




I'll never forget coming from town listening to Muse's cover of 'Feeling Good' at around 10:30 at night (just came back from seeing Paranormal Activity - great film to watch before you have to walk down a road at night ON YOUR OWN (!).
My road had been painted with a thick layer of snow and it was still falling from the black clouds above; the song had just begun and it was just Matt Belamy playing the piano and singing (with his intoxicatingly electric voice) and I was walking down this hill/road, getting snowflakes caught in my hair.
The scene was made better as my street lights are ice white so you could see every snowflake, and - I'm not going to lie - I felt the need to 'dance' in the snow. By dance I mean skip and spin like a pretty ballerina.        It felt so magical...






Ebay

Dear Ebay...


It took along time for you to start liking me but thankyou for finally letting me win a bidding war and FINALLY get an iPod since loosing my one at my own campout in my OWN garden :D
 
It's red too :P
 

I love them.

Oh look... more death.

Don't you just hate the feeling of knowing you can never see a band because the front man is dead?
Or like.. the main person?
Sometimes they can be replaced but in this case, replacing them means it will be a completly different band.








I love you all.



GRRRRRR I NEEED YOU!!!!!!

I'm gonna jump in the deep end.

Ever had one of those moments where you look in the mirror and think that in seconds you could leave this world and dissappear. Escape from all the chaos and disordly madness of this world. In a matter of moment when needle scratches skin, when blade meets flesh... you can be truely free.

365 days have destroyed all that I valued and treasured. I'm not talking about material items.
I've lost my best friend but gained 4
I've lost a camera and became vain
I've broke a laptop and became lazy
I've lost an ipod and become addicted to ebay

I joined a gym and became fat
I tried to sort things out at home and was kicked out

I tried to be original and ended up fitting in.

H
E
L
P.

dream.








I grow up I want to marry a rich man who will take me to Paris and pour me vintage champaigne and resite poetry under the full moon.

Bands I hate

Paramore
All Time Low
Youmeatsix
30H!3
Ke$ha
30 seconds to Mars - their new stuff that is
JLS
Oasis
Arctic Monkeys
The Cribs - due to popularity
The Smiths - same reason
Katy Perry
B.O.B - since Hayley Williams was added to their repertoire
Eliza Doolittle - irritating
Jason Derulo -  the man sings his name.
Alicia Keys
Cheryl Cole
Pixie Lott
Alexandra Burke
Drake
The Saturdays
The Pretty Reckless
Professor Green


I don't have the time to write all these out

My Top 10 Favourite Bands:
1. Nirvana
2. Hole/Courtney Love
3. P!nk
4. Paloma Faith
5. Robots In Disguise
6.Crystal Castles
8. Bombay Bicycle club
9. Korn
10. Joy Division

Camden Crawling




My Purchases: (£35 and 36 euros)
1 vintage fur coat
1 vint. blue and white polka dot dress
2 tees from youreyeslie
1 bag

Lucy's Purchases: (£50)
1 pair of vint. black brouges
2. tees from youreyeslie
1 pair of shorts

..

I'm so happy
cause today I found my friends
they're in my head.


I feel myself again.
http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=N6DBQe_vlJ0&feature=related

Promadom


Prom was the other night, personally I thought it was ok but a bit annoying. Being immersed in happiness and surrounded by your year group who half of the time seem to be making up a new rumour about you to piss you off tends to get overwhelming after a while. But let's keep this positive.
Many things went wrong on prom night.
1. My dress was too big - shock
2. My mum wasn't there to join the other mothers - but I love the other mums a tiny bit more (SHEILA♥)
3. I nearly had a panic attack through stress... gotta love cigarettes!

It was too obvious that the song requests that our year made pre-prom were clearly ignored as the DJ just played his own mainstream thing. Then again, if it was 'un-mainstream' I would of wanted to stab him.
Hypocrisy is a weird thing eh? haha.